GONE
2005/05/26
the beauty of being random and letting it go
what's going on in my mind...
"if I look into your eyes would you see what I see?"
Random01:
Is it better to lie or tell the truth? What lessons have you learnt from each action?
Lie: Never-ending, masks the true beauty of being wrong.
Truth: Will set you free (I know, it's cliche), progressive, freedom.
Random02:
Once you've lost everything you're free to do anything!
If you have nothing to lose what do you have to gain?
Are you able to gain when you have everything to lose?
Random03
Since I'm in my analytical phase of "growing up" I've realized a few things. First, you must learn to "let go". Letting go gives you opportunity to advance, form new memories, experiences, traits... Is it possible to grow when you hold on to so much of the past? If you never let go of anything what would happen? Thing about it this way; if you keep piling up, stocking and building would you run out of space? Secondly, I think it's a matter of knowing when to let go. Yes, hold onto what you can but know when you've reached your limit; when to let it go. I'm not speaking soley about experiences, memories, lovers/flings or friends; although usually it's letting go of someone/people. The people you're letting go share memories, experiences - time! Should I or shouldnt I are the hardest fucking questions.
What have I let go you ask - friendships, lovers, scenes. Why, because I wasnt growing! The hardest part was knowing when to let go. Many, many, many times I thought to myself, "yo, this is a mistake, maybe things will get better." What was I doing; letting it pile up. Why, because I didnt know when to let go. What did it take for me to realize or make the decision to to let it go; honestly - realization and feeling my emotions, not thinking about my emotions. The answer wasnt written out for me, I couldnt google my answer or ask jeeves. I had to realize why I wasnt advancing, growing. I had to let it go and know when to let it go; despite the pain, sorrow, sleepless nights and unemployment.
Who said growing up wasnt any fun?
"if I look into your eyes would you see what I see?"
Random01:
Is it better to lie or tell the truth? What lessons have you learnt from each action?
Lie: Never-ending, masks the true beauty of being wrong.
Truth: Will set you free (I know, it's cliche), progressive, freedom.
Random02:
Once you've lost everything you're free to do anything!
If you have nothing to lose what do you have to gain?
Are you able to gain when you have everything to lose?
Random03
Since I'm in my analytical phase of "growing up" I've realized a few things. First, you must learn to "let go". Letting go gives you opportunity to advance, form new memories, experiences, traits... Is it possible to grow when you hold on to so much of the past? If you never let go of anything what would happen? Thing about it this way; if you keep piling up, stocking and building would you run out of space? Secondly, I think it's a matter of knowing when to let go. Yes, hold onto what you can but know when you've reached your limit; when to let it go. I'm not speaking soley about experiences, memories, lovers/flings or friends; although usually it's letting go of someone/people. The people you're letting go share memories, experiences - time! Should I or shouldnt I are the hardest fucking questions.
What have I let go you ask - friendships, lovers, scenes. Why, because I wasnt growing! The hardest part was knowing when to let go. Many, many, many times I thought to myself, "yo, this is a mistake, maybe things will get better." What was I doing; letting it pile up. Why, because I didnt know when to let go. What did it take for me to realize or make the decision to to let it go; honestly - realization and feeling my emotions, not thinking about my emotions. The answer wasnt written out for me, I couldnt google my answer or ask jeeves. I had to realize why I wasnt advancing, growing. I had to let it go and know when to let it go; despite the pain, sorrow, sleepless nights and unemployment.
Who said growing up wasnt any fun?
posted by Not Jon # 5/26/2005 03:48:00 PM 
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