GONE

I just need a cigarette and calming look at the creek...

I know what I take pride in, I'll try to be specific:
- emotions and feelings
- sense of humor and how i find all situations funny and enjoyable, i love to laugh.
- the abnormal upbringing from my family
- the passion i have for interests and the interesting "things" of others
- my friends and family
- intellect, specifically, my ability to see the Matrix
- uncany ability to take snapshots of the images i see a.k.a photographic memory
- my lack of ability to delete said pictures when i'm scared
- accomplishments and goals, personal or career oriented
- my infinite understanding of all things around me, i'm still learning - always
- my ability to see the inner or true beauty of "things"
- my odd and eclectic taste for the finest beats, music
- truth and my constant search for it

I know there's more, I'm searching...