GONE

Tonight is the night Nick and I get together, dudes night out! haha. Not really, good times though I can feel it. Dinner -> pints w/cigarette smoking. I'm looking forward to it! I dont have many opportunities to chill with Neeko. He's married, works long hours AND drives 40 minutes, daily. When we get together it gets crazy. We always order one too many drinks and something always happens... tonight's chaos... hmm... we'll see or we'll decided to create chaos, something i'm good at.

Tomorrow I'm raging with the guys, local crew only. Last LAN party before Breezy moves away. He will be missed, even though he's my 'little' brother (not really). His darkness and geeky ass glasses will always be in my head. Tomorrow I'm kicking his ass, I want a kill-tacular, I want him to cry. We have scores to settle, shit to talk, beer to drink and wraps to crack. Ohh, and I'll be sure to run over his bike once again - hahaha. Fucker.

Lazan aka Breezy aka Darkness aka Kid aka NigRox aka Endings aka L. Banks aka Banks aka LB aka Byron Leftwich... damn, and I thought I had alot of nicknames!

Actually, tomorrow man be the last night I rage with the local crew propa. Dawg got himself a job, something that should change his illyGal lifestyle (hopefully - he NEEDS this). Plus he's hunting now, replacing G with a new model... good luck homie. Breezy is moving and starting school SOON. Actually, he told me he's starting his CGI classes early over the summer - props man, props. Saksun Simpson is on his way to joining the 'boys in blue' in lil Cal. Funny. I know who he's arresting already... JP's coming out, Mr Hairy Neck - haha. Brad, who knows... he's involved and playing the field - be careful mate - I know you dont care though so enjoy!

Then there's me....

I'm moving, dont know when though. I'm headed to B's dads on Saturday to sign papers and discuss the terms of said lease. A year with the option to "rent-to-own" - sickest! Much better than a 1br shitter, much better than alot of things. I know it's not the pimped out pad and could use a "pimp-my-ride" makeover. I'm doing the make over, I'm letting my creative ideas run it, embracing what I've always envisioned for my own house. This isnt a serious committment to keeping me PGH. It makes the MOST SENSE; logistically speaking, financially and physically. I'll be happier once I spend my first night...

I think I'd rather have the Home Depot card now... O well, live and learn / living and learning.

"Out of exile" and into life, spurs earned, all smiles and working towards it being all easy.

Cheers