GONE

... the world is a disaster, shambles. I dont realize it. Multi-media save me, enslave me. Searching for answers like the rest; broadcasts directed from CNN and FSN. Others? I'm overseas reading right now. Fuck. This is terrible.

I'm feeling sorrow and compassion, I wish my best. Is that enough? What could _I_ do to make a change; be myself, be humanitary? Is there one answer, seriously! I'm going to continue my search. I'll be myself, working towards a difference. Working towards change, towards peace. I want to help, I want to do alot...

Who do we blame? Osama or other radicals? Could we blame ourselves. I know it's harsh and I know it hurts... I'm only "thinking on these things". What are your thoughts? What would / could you do... nah, what could _WE_ do?

Is this beyond electing Obama? Does it have roots deeper than Osama? NY still carries the "9-11" badge, the world carries pain too... and now... we all share the pain and the lies.

When does it end, when I awake? That's when it begins, when I'm asleep.